It's a Trying World

Life throws a lot at you. Sometimes I really struggle with understanding it. I have a hard time realizing a future where the recurring crap that goes on in my current life is gone. I know that at some point it's got to go away, and that my day-to-day will be consumed with other things. It just feels weird that that time will ever come. It feels weird to think that there will be a point in time where I don't live with my roommates. As it stands, I think it would be cool to have my own place, but I'm really not ready to not live without my roommates. There is definitely something to be said about living with your social network. I don't feel the need to put significant effort into outside socializing because I am satisfied with what I get at home. That allows me to focus on so much more important things without experiencing a social void. It's interesting to ponder a time where I would be living on my own. Everything around me being my own space. Myself being the only one I'm truly accountable to and responsible for. It will be an extremely interesting transition. I'm excited for it, yet weary. I understand that there are processes that I need to carry out, and I really am doing that, but it kind of surprised me. I need to get more focused on utilizing those opportunities that will put me in even more advantageous positions in the future. I know when things get to that point, I'm going to have a really fun time. It'll certainly be a trip.

Sometimes I Find Solace in the People Who Represent the Best in Me.